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Thursday, March 30, 2006
I do not think I am an aggressive person by nature, but I think sometimes I do show quite a bit of displacement of frustration, especially during weeks 10-12 of the term when I **ALWAYS** feel so sussed out by that neverending projects (sometimes even sucky team members).
Inevitably, I sometimes take it out on my beloved boyfriend, only to regret it later because he'd not be very happy too, and sometimes we quarrel.
This time, I think I have become wiser. There was one night when I was working on my Analysis of Financial Statements project, I was particularly pissed with one of my groupmates for the horrible piece of work that she did. Before I spoke to my boyfriend on the phone (he called)I took a deep breath and told myself, "Relax, and don't flare up at him cos it has absolutely nothing to do with him."
I went to the phone, and told him "I am in no mood to talk to you right now, for I am really pissed with my groupmates for screwing up". He said something that really made me feel special, "Can you let me do something before you go? Let me give you a big hug so that you'd feel better." :)
*| 5:23 AM |*
