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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
(Repeat Chorus 1)
(Repeat Chorus 2)
(Repeat Chorus 3)
(Repeat Chorus 2) (2X)
(Repeat Chorus 3)
(Repeat Chorus 2)
Is there really not one thing that can change one's love for another person? Well I dont really think so,especially if the other person has changed.
I've never believed that men prefer skinny women. Some men like slim women, others prefer the more voluptuous build. There really is no right ‘size’. As a man it would be extremely boring to pin yourself down to a particular kind of woman in terms of her figure. In any case, being attractive to the opposite sex means a lot more than the difference between a size 10 and a size 16. One of the most attractive qualities in anyone – man or woman – is self-confidence. A great self-image, attained through dressing well, a healthy diet or exercising, is infinitely more important than the fact that a woman can pinch more than an inch around her waist. And how many woman say that the most attractive trait in a man is a sense of humour?
*| 7:32 PM |*
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
I finally managed to post pictures on my blog!!!! The bottom being a pink rose, then there is a picture of Nightmare, a skill that an assasin uses in the MMORPG Elysium. And finally, the skill that is right on top is Red Lotus Dance,a swordsman skill in that same game. Happy seeing
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Nightmare 
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Red Lotus Dance
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rose
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Monday, May 24, 2004
Ok today was a very very slack day. Did a little research on the Dragon Boat Festival and the Hungry Ghost Festival. Easy job. Afterall we have done such things in secondary/primary school havent we?
Well my superior left at around 3, so that means I can leave early w/o telling anyone. Good right?
Well cos I finished work early, I was surfing the net and yes I decided if I could find some reviews on Huan Zhu Ge Ge 3. Unfortunately I didnt manage to find much. Except that Xiao Yan Zi suffered a miscarriage and was unable to conceive for quite a number of years. The DOwager wanted the 5th Prince to marry another woman to bear him a child as he stood a good chance of becoming the Emperor. Man another sequel to what I find draggy. But what I find nice abt HZGG I and II is the heartwarming theme and the nice costumes donned by Vicki Zhao and Ruby Lin. If I could don one of those costumes.
Oh and a couple of weeks back I discovered that the story of Xiang Fei was not totally rubbish for she really existed. So did Ji Xiao Lan, Yong Qi, Yong Yan(the little prince borne by Concubine Ling),COncubine Ling and so on. Apparently COncubine Ling was a Han, so that made Yong Yan half Manchu, half Han. Well, and I guess u all know that Qian Long reigned for a good 60years and it wasnt 5th Prince who ascended the throne for he died young. It was Yong Yan who ascended the throne and by the time he did, he was already 35
*| 2:06 AM |*
Friday, May 21, 2004
Take my breath away. My breath has been taken away.
Watching every motion in my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning to some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion as you turn around and say
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching I keep waiting still anticipating love
Never hesitating to become the fated ones
Turning and returning to some secret place to hide
Watching in slow motion as you turn to me and say
Take my breath away
Through the hourglass I saw you, in time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you, and turned to hear you say
If only for today I am unafraid
Take my breath away
Take my breath away
Watching every motion in this foolish lover's game
Haunted by the notion somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning to some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion as you turn to me and say
Take my breath away
My love, take my breath away
*| 3:13 AM |*
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I had a rolling good time yesterday. Met up with BD at City Hall before walking to Bras Basah Complex as BD needed to buy the medical text books needed for year 2. So we had egg hor fun at Bras Basah Complex before walking to the book store. When I was there I saw that doctors' coats were on display[ the samples actually] so I took one and I put it on. Man I think I must have looked darn good. Cos I had on this real professional looking white blouse on, with a skirt that covered my shin,and white high-heeled shoes. BD said that I looked quite nice and I said, pointing to my head, "My up here is not that good, so I am not fit to put on this coat" and all BD said was " Nah that's not true" Seriously, I think I look darn freaking good in that coat. Shuai4 qi4 shi2 zu3. Would look more like a doc with a stethoscope round my neck I bet!
After getting the books we made our way to Suntec cos we wanted to catch Troy. Man I think it was hell of a good movie. But I guess it would have been better if more of the historical aspect of it were emphasized. However, I still dont quite understand how Achilles could be attracted to Bresis[??]. And to think that she was supposed to be a virgin, devoted to Apollo. Well she still let herself be conquered in bed by Achilles.Well yes, the war was triggered because of a woman. And how many wars in history have been started because of a mere woman? Rather senseless.And perhaps that's why people say that women are nothing but trouble.
Well we had a nice time at Coffee Bean discussing electromagnetic levitation, the technology used in Japan's shinkansen[bullet train]. Well I thought that the fastest train was in Germany. But hell I am wrong. It is in France. However that line was built jointly by the Germans and the French.Ok so it means that I wasnt too far off by thinking that the fastest train is in Germany then. At least I was smart enough not to think that it is in Japan or USA. Duh~~~~The raspberry cheesecake at coffeebean was darn nice. But when I got home I could hardly eat. All I ate was my bro's leftovers. =D Man I am so happy for him.. He got A1 for science. ANd I helped to teach him ok. So i am v happy for him. But a bit worried abt his math. HE isnt terribly strong at it and it sure doesnt help if u have a teacher who cant teach.Perhaps they shld pay me to replace tt dumb math teacher of his. Bet the students will be better off man!!
*| 9:17 PM |*
Sunday, May 16, 2004
After a few days of solid gaming, I have more or less recovered from my little bout of "depression" that I got from getting 52 demerit pts for my driving exam. Well, there's no point complaining anymore cos my fate has already been sealed, hasnt it? The most important thing is to be able to pick up the pieces and move forward. Will be sitting for it again on 21 June. In the meantime, I hope to have more practice sessions. Have asked my friend if his driving instructor is willing to help me. Yeah basically giving me a crash course prior to my exam. Hopefully his instructor would be willing to help me. =) Think that I have wasted quite a bit of $$ at CDC.Yeah. But hey I went there because I did not know of any good and reliable instructor ok?
Am basically rotting away at ACM now. Feel so exploited. But heck, I surf the net like mad. In fact I am blogging there now. Well it isnt my fault. Looked for my supervisor but she wasnt around. So here I am, blogging. Anyway, I am not paid also. I am not an employee so they cant really touch me unless I make a grave mistake. What's the point of Comm service? I see no value in it. And neither am I doing it for altruistic reasons. There arent as a matter of fact. I am doiing it cos I HAVE TO DO IT!!!
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
I am feeling so rotten and sad now. I just failed my driving test. I thought that I can pass. But I failed. I just want to cry it out. I wanted to pass so badly. I accumulated 52 demerit points ok? But I think the tester is f**ked up lah. There were some things that I think that I wasnt guilty of, but he penalised me! Fuck it. Fuck Fuck Fuck
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Monday, May 10, 2004
Long time no see. Am listening to this retro song Casablanca. I wonder how many have heard this song. Here it goes:
I fell in love with you watching Casablanca
Back row at the drive in show in the flickering light
Popcorn and cokes beneath the stars
Became champagne and caviar
Making love on a long hot summer night
I thought you fell in love with me watching Casablanca
Holding hands neath the paddle fans
In Rick's candle lit cafe
Hiding the shadows from the spots
A rocky moonlight in your arms
Making magic in the movie in my old Chevrolet
Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But a kiss is not a kiss without your sigh
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by
I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca
You know I've never been there so I don't know
I guess our love story will never be seen
On the big wide silver screen
But it hurts just as bad when I had to watch it go
Repeat once
Hmm this song seems to be related to the hit movie of the 40s Casablanca. I have never watched the movie so the plot summary i have here is taken off the net.
Plot summary:
During World War II, Europeans who were fleeing from the Germans, sought refuge in America. But to get there they would first have to go Casablanca and once they get there, they have to obtain exit visas which are not very easy to come by. Now the hottest spot in all of Casablanca is Rick's Cafe which is operated by Rick Blaine, an American expatriate, who for some reason can't return there, and he is also extremely cynical. Now it seems that two German couriers were killed and the documents they were carrying were taken. Now one of Rick's regulars, Ugarte entrusts to him some letters of transit, which he intends to sell but before he does he is arrested for killing the couriers. Captain Renault, the Chief of Police, who is neutral in his political views, informs Rick that Victor Laszlo, the European Resistance leader, is in Casablanca and will do anything to get an exit visa but Renault has been "told" by Major Strasser of the SS, to keep Laszlo in Casablanca. Laszlo goes to Rick's to meet Ugarte, because he was the one Ugarte was going to sell the letters to. But since Ugarte was arrested he has to find another way. Accompanying him is Ilsa Lund, who knew Rick when he was in Paris, and when they meet some of Rick's old wounds reopen. It is obvious that Rick's stone heart was because of her leaving him. And when they learn that Rick has the letters, he refuses to give them to him, because "he doesn't stick his neck out for anyone".
Yep and I think u all can now understand the part "Holding hands neath the paddle fans
In Rick's candle lit cafe " :) Seems to be a rather interesting film. I once wanted to watch Gone With the Wind. But I decided against it when I saw the VCD. I dont know why. But yes I did not buy it. I too once saw the book on sale at Times. But I too did not get the book.
I am done listening with Casablanca. Am listening to something that I dont think anyone would ever listen to- the Soviet National Anthem. Hmmm that is courtesy of my sis. She downloaded it. Though I cant understand it,I think that it sounds very majestic and grand. Unlike our pathetic Majulah Singapura. It doesnt sound half as nice. Hmmm but I think the nicer ones are still God Save the King/Queen and the Star Spangled Banner.
*| 5:04 AM |*
Sunday, May 02, 2004
So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey,
I love You
Never again to be all alone
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
'Cause You
You light up my life
If there were something to light up my life...I wish there were. But now life seems so dark and bleak.Like and endless abyss...
*| 11:04 PM |*
Sigh. Do you peeps see the point in doing community service? I dont. But I have to do it. Stuck at ACM scanning photos now. The pc sux and I am falling asleep.... :(
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