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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You are a Fairy. Wait a minute, a fairy? Well you
are not a mermaid at all. But you enjoy all
things and love all. You blossom every morning
and enjoy the simple pleasures of life. There
are so many fairies, I can not count them all.
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*| 7:48 AM |*
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Hey there. Haven't been here for two days.Heehee I am at home instead of school because of my knee. Was advised not to walk about too much lest I aggravate the injury. It should heal nicely in a few days time I hope.
Exams are catching up on me already. Studied two topics of econs yesterday. The starting is a little slow but I guess I will be alright. I am expecting the momentum to pick up in a few days' time. Well as you all know, there is this thing called INERTIA. A body will always remain in its state of restlessness unless a force acts on it, causing it to move.Doesnt that sound astoundingly familiar? Well yes, this is Newton's First Law of Motion, a rather generalized and simplified version of it I believe. I expect that there'd be a lot more complicated stuff in the paper that he wrote!
As I am preparing for my exams, I too am planning of how to while away my time during my 4 month summer vacation. Intending to clear up my remaining 60hrs of community service. Wrote to the ACM last year and the person said that she'd give me more details, but up till now I havent heard from them so I shot them another email, requesting them to send me the details. Sigh I really think that community service is a MEGA WASTE OF TIME!I dont really see the point of doing community service. Havent I done enough of it in secondary school and in JC?I am really apathetic towards it. I'd just finish up my sixty hours and then I'd never ever have anything to do with community service for as long as I live. Or at least, a good proportion of my remaining life on earth.
Life is so fragile.You never know when you'd kick the bucket.Sounds morbid, but it is something unavoidable. Everyone has to go through the painful and vicious cycle of birth, old age, disease and death. Well I wont go into the technicalities of it because I too, am unable to comprhend the complexities of it. Perhaps someone intereseted and well-read in Buddhism can comment on this.
*| 6:38 PM |*
Sunday, March 28, 2004
Ouch. I am in great pain now. Had aikido grading earlier this morning and during the grading, I twisted my knee and injured it I think, or else it should not be hurting right?
Well I think I should pass the grading as the requirements for white belt to blue is not very high and I could execute the moves, though not with perfection and grace. I know I need a lot more practice as I think that my skills suck. The learning of a martial art has certainly been a wonderful experience for me because firstly, I have made lotsa friends there. Secondly, I have always thought that there was something about those martial exponents. They always execute their moves with DEADLY GRACE. Yes, they look drop-dead graceful. But their moves are lethal. I aspire to make my moves like that in future.Also, the learning of martial arts, I would say, is truly a humbling experience as you not only have to make yourself better at it, you too have an obligation to help your friend improve too during training. If you didnt have one, you are better off training with wooden blocks, am I not right? But we are training with our friends here, and we help each other attain perfection.So, I think the learning of aikido has taught me something I can never learn from books. Yes, we learn group dynamics, but I will say that it is quite different from those that you learn from doing project works. As we train together, we develop a sense of comradeship.And I think that you can never learn that, even from working in groups.Never. Anyway, I am going off to play games. Ta ta
*| 12:06 AM |*
Friday, March 26, 2004
Hey Hey!! My econs test is finally over!! I am soo happy that it is over. I think I will do just fine! Yeah the paper wasnt too hard... :) I was wearring something of significance and that gave me a lot of moral support. Cos having the thing with me is just like having a source of inspiration for me..Just feel like doing many many quizzes now before I get busy again studying for exams!! Can afford a little breather now though :) And that certainly..is something that I shan't complain about duh~~~
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What food are you (pics)
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Your an Average student, school stinks, but its one
of thoes *u have ta do it* type things, your
pretty cool, u should have a good amount of
friends. Keep Cool~
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What Kind of Student are you?
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You are MIZU. She is the element of Water. She's
kind and enjoys swimming. She's the plumber in
the hotel and gets along with most people. She
is in her early teens and is the youngest of
the siblings.
Which element character are you? (FOR GUYS AND GIRLS)
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*| 10:11 PM |*
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
EEEeeeks... exams are...looming. Sigh. The most dreaded period of the school term. Exam periods are what I loathe the most, and it doesnt help that for the bulk of the term you are doing projects, projects and more projects. I guess I must try to get back to my old routine, study till one something two in order to catch up. All that I am afraid is that it will take its toll on me, like it did the last time. My ** went all haywire. But well, it certainly did spare me a lot of inconvenience though. For those who dont understand what I am talking about, it is ok. For those who knew about it, you all must be glad that it is all fine now. :) That was what I call a classic example of a FALSE ALARM. Now when I remember what happened on that day, when I was asked that stupid question, I find it so funny. But oh well, I cant penalise the person who shot me tt question can i?
*| 6:08 PM |*
Monday, March 22, 2004
Had a first hand experience with jealousy last night. Human jealousy, to me, is one of the most painful and powerful human emotions. And it can be dangerous too. There have been so many cases of murder in which jealousy was the main cause. I suspect that men get jealousy as a result of sexual competition. When they perceive that they are being made a cuckold of, they behave like porcupines with all their spines hard and stiff. Just one bump into them could cause immense pain. Argh.
*| 6:24 PM |*
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Kombanwa!!! I am here blogging while I should be trying to complete my AS work.. Was about to start doing it when I decided to come online for a bit.The work doesnt seem too hard,all about Venn diagrams and the square of arguments. Should be ok.
Had lots of good food today at Goodwood Park Hotel. Well cos it is my dear bro's bday tmr!! *Happy Birthday Ben!!!* I had a slipper lobster for appetiser, lamb rack for main course. I cant remember the name of the dessert but yeah it was yummy... *licks the corner of my lips*. Didnt do as much work as I would have loved before I left cos I was playing a bit of Elysium. Not too bad a game but as with all MMORPGs it can get a bit monotonous after some time.
Next week will be a hectic one, but well I'd survive it for sure. Got to go
*| 5:24 AM |*
Thursday, March 18, 2004
Yoz yoz!! Havent been here for two days!!! Havent been doing very much except studying oligopoly. Haiz..all those games..Stackelberg, COurnot, Bertrand, etc etc.Not particularly interesting. Find monopoly more interesting, with all that talk about loss of welfare and so on.
Had aikido training yesterday...just realised that there are so many mistakes in my techniques..argh. Grading's next week! And there are some people who are just so stable that it is impossible to make them fall!!!Grrrr.....Tried so hard,but couldnt manage to pin them down... :(
*| 11:27 PM |*
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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*| 6:37 PM |*
Just got back my econs test. I am not too sure where I stand in the class but as I glanced through the various scripts, I think I am somewhere in the middle. Well of course there were people who were getting things like 85%. I got only 58%. Nonetheless, I think the professor was generous to have given me another 0.3 marks. Heh I thought that I deserved a better score for one question. I was there, just that I did not substitute in the numbers...hmmm just left them in algebraic form. Actually I thought that I deserved more than that cos with what I got I would definitely have gotten the correct answer to the other part of the question.
Must do better for the next test. We are tested on around 6 topics for the next test. Must capitalise on that especially because there are things that I have covered for in Intro Econs.Must mug mug mug!!!Hope that I can do well...and yes there is still the exam, which I definitely must work hard for.. 30%. It can still work in my favor if I capitalise on that
*| 4:55 PM |*
Monday, March 15, 2004
I wonder how many of you here have heard of this song Huang HUn by Xiao Gang? I think the lyrics suck like hell. Chang4 bu wan2 yi4 shou3 ge1, pi2 juan4 hai2 sheng4 xia4 yi1 ge4 hei1 yan3 quan1. WHAT The hell man...gou3 pi4 bu4 tong1!! But nonetheless I like the tune of it. I guess this is what comes out of people when htey are are down and out. Apparently Xiao Gang wrote it when he was down and out. Heh. Well that's purrrfectly understandable. You arent even in the right frame of mind to think, therefore what comes out naturally is trash.
Seen the quiz that I took?? I think what it says of me is pretty true. I do have an immense drive to seek for success. But I guess it is no longer as what it used to be back then when I had a specific goal,and it was very clear cut as to how I can go about achieving my goal. But now when it is no longer so clear, things get a lot trickier.It seems that almost all the roads can lead me to my destination. I suppose it is just a matter of taking the expressway/highway or the dirt track. Afterall, don;t people say that all roads lead to Rome?
I have this terrible thirst to be the best. I know that if I were the best therre will be no one who;d dare to lay a finger on me. They;d think twice. Yes, I am selective of my friends. I guess it has got to do with me wanting to be the best. I cannot afford to let anyone betray me.
And this leads me to recall what Queen Elizabeth I of England said in her Golden Speech in 1601 which she began with, "To be a King and wear a crown is a thing more pleasant to them that see it, than it is pleasant to them that bear it. "
This is my favorite part of the speech. I guess this is the price that one has to pay for being right at the top. But I am willing to pay this price. Because it is only at the top that I get the best view
*| 9:25 PM |*
YOU ARE EARTH!
Your inner element is one of great dependability
and security. You like things the way you like
them, and you work hard to achieve what you
perceive as the perfect balance of things in
your life. Your drive to succeed is admirable
and second to none. You are the rock in the
storm that people need, the stability in life
that so many lack. Your drive to be the best
often leads to tremendous success in both life
and business - an idea line of work for you.
You
tend to be picky about friends and acquaintances,
as you have the same high standards for others
as you do yourself. But when you have a friend
you will stick by them no matter what - you are
a friend to the end. Love doesn't come easily
to you, and you may find yourself searching
through many to find the one you are looking
for. When you find that one you love you will
lavish all your love and affection on them, and
you tend to be very sensual, even decadent when
it comes to passion.
Your greatest strengths are your ability to make a
decision and stick to it and your ability to
remain strong no matter what happens. Your
weakness is your tendency to get too stubborn
and your refusal to give even an inch with even
those you care about. Balancing your strengths
and weaknesses is crucial for you to achieve
balance in your life.
Astrologically, Earth is associated with the signs
of Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn. You are most
compatible for either love or friendship with
another Earth Elemental or with an Water. You
are least compatible with an Air Elemental.
Now that you have an idea of your strengths and
weaknesses, why don't you put them to the test?
If you follow my lead I can take you to a game
world where you can explore different sides of
yourself and taste real power....
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Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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*| 9:11 PM |*
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Is it necessarily true that when a boy fails to perform up to expectations in his exams, it is ALWAYS the fault of his girlfriend?Well if it is the girlfriend who's asking her boyfriend out till 6 the next morning all the time, then I dare say Yes, it is the fault of the boy's girlfrient. But more often than not, things are not so clear, and it is hard drawing the boundaries of what is right and what is not.
Say for example, it is the boy who calls the girl some 80% of the time, is it right to say that it is the girl's fault?I dare say that some parents will effortlessly jump to the defense of their precious son.I bet all the more it will happen if the son is an only son,because he is all that the two old beings have. The only hope. They will effortlessly blame the girl for being a hussy, distracting their son and so on. But hey, who was the one who got distracted,and called the other party first?
It seems that this tends to happen for boys. If that happens to a girl,it is a different story altogether. Why? Because of the long-standing view that the male is the one who'd bring home the bread and butter, thus it is ok for the girl not to do so well. But hey, the same argument holds. IF the girl doesnt do well, her parents can similarly behave in the same manner as the boy's parents and believe it or not, they can even use the same arguments offered by the boy's parents, leading to what I call a deadlock. Something similar to what Israel and Palestine are embroiled in. You call me an idiot, I call you a moron. All that endless mudslinging. No doubt mudslinging can be exciting, it can be devastating to relationships.
And don't you people realise, more often than not, it is usually the girl who is expected to be understanding towards her boyfriend. But does it necessarily work backwards? Not necessarily. If the girl is not "understanding" enough, people say that she is domineering. But if it were the boy who is not "understanding" enough, he is probably seen as "capable in handling his lass". Just like how a manager is capable of keeping his subordinates in check. Two totally different views about the same issue. Isnt that very unfair and discriminating.
Just what is love? Does it mean that you give unconditionally? Give away all that you have but expect nothing in return?Personally I know of no one who can do it. If there is someone who can do it,then perhaps the person should be canonised in record time, like 2 years after he/she goes 6 ft beneath. I can't help but feel that sometimes if you were to give unconditionally, there will be people who take you for an idiot and keep asking for more. They will never know their limits. You can never satusfy them and yes, it is analogous to throwing small apple seeds into the deepest end of the ocean. You can never fill the ocean with apple seeds, can you?
*| 11:51 PM |*
Ho ho ho..I went shopping today with mom today.I bought two pairs of jeans, two pairs of earrings,and two sets of 3D nail art that I think are really pretty. Yes I was at OG Orchard Point and there were soooo many people there.Well that's understandable because the grand opening was just yesterday. Because we spent > $80, we got a Mary Chia voucher entitling us to some free paraffin treatment for the hands. When I got there, one of the girls there was praising me to the moon,saying how fair my skin was(just that there are hideous blackheads),and how "Japanese" I look. Man, that really flew me to the moon. I really wonder if I am *that nice-looking* If I really had such nice skin perhaps I can make a niche for myself as a L'Oreal/ Estee Lauder/ Lancome model? ANd who knows, that might propel me to INTERNATIONAL STARDOM!!Think of what that accompanies international stardom. BMWs, Rolls Royces, Mesaratis, Ferraris,Chopards, Armanis, and so on. And maybe a Stuart Weimann creation with tonnes of DIAMONDS. Something like the shoes that Trista wore for her wedding. OOOOOH her wedding shoes are just so....Pretty.
And needless to say, there will be that 25000 sq ft bungalow waiting for me. :) Read Lifestyle today and you'd know. Look at those spanking bungalows owned by the da jies of the beauty industry.Their houses are just so big.Man..I think I had better stop writing, lest I drown in my own saliva that comes out as I am dreaming. But hey that isnt daydreaming. One must have dreams. DOnt all those rich successful people say that it was their dream of pursuing them that drove them to achieve what they have now? Dream to Live. Live to Dream!
*| 2:42 AM |*
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Hello! It is finally a bright,sunny and cheery day today.It has been raining cats and dogs for the past few days, causing much inconvenience. There have been many cars that were submerged in the rainwater,thus causing roads to be closed.Well I was a victim of a massive traffic jam yesterday on my way to the test centre for my advanced theory test.The traffic jam was so bad that it took me a good 15mins to travel some 100m. And it took me an hour to get to a place that will usually take 20min to reach. It sux and I was almost late for my test. =X
The test went on very well.Rather easy questions.THey are so COMMON-SENSICAL!!!You definitely neednt be a rocket scientist to figure out the answers to the questions.
Today during my lesson, I learnt how to park my car perpendicularly. Not too hard with the help of the poles beside. But I am still puzzled as to how I should go about parking in a HDB carpark where there are no poles to function as a guide.Perhaps,there will come a day when I understand how to do it. The day will definitely come,I am sure.
Hurray the week is coming to an end. Looking forward to the weekend when I can possibly have a little fun. :) And after next week it is adios to project work for a good 5mths. *wootz* I sure am looking forward to the end of the exams,which are about 5weeks away.And then it is...PARTY TIME!!!!!!
*| 7:24 PM |*
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
I just came back from my driving lessons. Road training went on ok, as everything went on very smoothly. Just that sometimes I get a little blur and I do not brake when there is a road hazard. =X Spent about 1/2 hour in the circuit and to my horror, I realised that I was unable to turn properly in the circuit! OMG!!!I almost mounted the kerb several times.And when I was about to turn right after going down the slope I turned into the wrong lane. *Horrified* I wonder how am I going to pass my driving test if I carry on like this. =/
Finally able to take a small breather after yesterday's BGS test. Later I have to study for my final theory test. My test is later in the evening. And I BARELY studied. Argh. Ok just one more week to go and there will be no more projects. AS project due next Tuesday, BGS presentation next Wednesday. 1 more week to go. Yeah keep it up babe!! =)
*| 7:04 PM |*
OK hi here. I am a bit bored of my old blog..it looks so boring and dreary..I decided to create a new one so i could spice it up a little!it is impossible to spice up my old one..silly tripod one. I hope that I can maintain my momentum in posting
*| 1:24 AM |*
