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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
No doubt that there are some guys out there who constantly spring surprises on their gfs, my BD does too. I have to admit. Sometimes, they are rather pleasant ones too. Really sweet. Really wonderful. Really nice. And I do appreciate them. And they make me grin from ear to ear as I think of what that has been done for me.It warms my heart.Truly a marked difference from the last time.And I can feel it.I can feel it.And it is just so fantastic to know that you have someone by your side. Someone you know you can count on when you are in dire straits. Someone whp'd offer me a shoulder to cry on when I am sad.
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Monday, July 26, 2004
Booooo I am a damn scary driver I must say. Or at least this is what the instructor said. I think I am a bloody road menace. Haha but I think I am damn pro cos I do things that no one else dare to do. Ho ho. Maybe my instructor daren't do it even but I dare. SO who dares to say we women are kiasi? I am the super buay kiasi kind. Which is good. But it can be disastrous. I feel that I am living on borrowed time....haha...
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
This is taken off someone's blog:
Then on Monday i went swimming with d******k... we also watched shrek... and then tuesday we went to sch... and weds (oops, i don't remember)oh i think we went karaoking....Tues i went over to his place to surprise him... I brought some drink over for his sore throat... haha... he was really surprised! Then at around 8 he came over to my place with Flowers from Yunnan.Cos shijia went yunnan and he got her to buy some flowers from there so he could give them to me... so after I left his place he went to meet her to get e flowers... It was supposed to be a surprise but i kinda knew abt it... Still, it was real sweet... and nice... On thurs i had driving and met him at Seoul Garden at Marina at around 2... We had the student thingy... then walked around and went home... Friday was a memorable day. We went sentosa... After reaching we decided to go for a walk....
Would anyone ever guess that they are medical students? Maybe not, because the general impression that a medical student gives is that he/she is always busy studying, and having no life. True, that might be true during the school term,but I am sure that they enjoy themselves immensely in that short time that they are together while in school. Needless to say,they go wild when the hols come.Going to Sentosa, giving/receiving flowers and so on...really beautiful,really makes one go green with envy.
Always used to think how beautiful and romantic it'd be to receive a huge bouquet of flowers, having candlelight dinner,taking a stroll along the beach to watch the sunset,driving along a deserted road like a maniac with my Prince Charming with shiny armor. I am sure that he'd steal my breath. Wow. And many girls do fantasize about that,really?
Well one might say that reality is often different from fairytale, there are fairytales in reality too,aren't there? There exists this fairytale element even in reality. WHy? Because sometimes,reality can be too cold and too much to bear.
Would one consider giving his/her significant other a big bouquet of roses insane? There are some who do no doubt. But they are more then willing to burn a hole in their pockets to see a smile on the other person's face. Man I am sure that the feeling of being at the receiving enf of something so beautiful must be enough make one lose his/her head. It is enough to blow one's head off. Man, there are some stupid people who regard " Would you like to buy an apartment with me" a marriage proposal. But hey,to me, that is far far far from being a marriage proposal. A marriage proposal is not one without the actual popping of the question and the necessary items like the ring and yes,roses. I guess I'd kill for someone who'd kneel in a restaurant[if you are the kind who will freak out, then I guess you'd have to book the whole restaurant to yourself =)] with a huge bouquet of roses and the ring while proposing.Better still,buy me my dream car and let me search for the ring which is placed inside it ;). Man. "Do you wanna buy an apartment with me" simply lacks sincerity. It's just like asking "Do you like steak" when what you wanna ask is "Would u like to have dinner with me?" Kinda crappy.Bah.
I seriously wonder, does it mean that being swept off your feet while courting= you will love the person forever? Does it mean that you'd fulfil the vow "for better or for worse, in health or in sickness, in wealth or in poverty,till death do us part"? To me, that does not mean that. I mean ,how many a time have you read about celebrities like J.Lo and Ben Affleck? Yes,he gives her a huge pink diamond ring. But they broke up eventually anyway. Love is much more than that. However, sometimes, I think that it is necessary to do special things together as a couple in order to rekindle new feelings for each other. I think that the essence in keeping a relationship strong and evergreen is one,mutual trust and understanding. Two, the couple must be able to grow together. Not literally growing taller or anything,but rather,growing to become more mature, more understanding,and being able to appreciate each other's strengths and faults,for it is one's strengths and weakness that makes one human.Three, there must be something done to rekindle new feelings for each other. And by doing this, you two are growing together too,isn't that so? You get to discover new feelings for each other,and you learn to appreciate each other more.So that's why, life doesn't stop after marriage and baby comes.And yes,I do hope to find the gallant knight with shiny armor riding on a white horse whom I feel I can enjoy romantic moments with. ANd someone whom I can grow with.
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Monday, July 19, 2004
Do I drive like a maniac/drunk? Haha. I dont wanna know. SERIOUSLY, if I do not change my manic/drunken ways...I gonna fail my test again. Circuit was ok just that I hit the kerb...grr but the rest were all ok. Just that I do silly things like wanting to jump the queue to do // parking,wanting to turn in even though there is no space etc. Grrrrrr.
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Went out to catch a SNGS ELDDS production entitled unBound last night. The production was rather thought-provoking, in my opinion. What does it mean for a woman to be unbound?A woman can be truly unbound,only through education. It is only through education that a woman can acknowledge her rights,and realise that she is,and should be on a level playing ground with her male counterparts.
In the past,when women were uneducated, they thought that their role as women was merely to get married,have lots of babies,and take care of their families.Women were supposed to obey their fathers,and husbands when they got married.Women were expected to be dutiful wives,being with their husbands in life, and in some cultures, even in death. Like in olden India when women were expected to throw themselves into their deceased husbands' funeral pyre.
However, as education for women became more widespread, they began to realise that their roles as women were not restricted merely to that in the home and family. Women began to realise that they too,should be treated equally.That they should not be subject to gender discrimination that has plagued women since time in memory.
It is undeniable that we women have come a long way since the feminist movement, but are we women truly unbound? I beg to differ. Women still receive lower salaries as opposed to males in the same position. No doubt that in Singapore, men do NS and we should pay them their dues,women in countries like the US still receive lower starting salaries.Moreover,there are numerous employers who feel that women are not worth employing because they can get pregnant and have to take time off for pre-natal checkups when they are pregnant. Also, women are entitled to take maternity leave after giving birth.
While women are asking for more rights, I feel that women must realise that they cant have their cake and eat it. If there ever comes a day when we women can be regarded as equal to men, don't ever ask for special treatment of the "fairer sex".If we still ask for "special treatment", then we certainly will be undermining our efforts to be on par with the males.
*| 3:24 AM |*
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
I went out with Rachel and Wing Yee today after a long long time. The last time I went out with them was before Wing Yee left for London. And now that she is back it is time for us to meet! We met at Suntec and we had a rather nice lunch. After shopping we passed by Gelare and I felt like eating hot chocolate fudge so I asked Rachel if she wanted to share and yes, we shared it =) We were really like ah saos at Carrefour when we were looking at household items like pots etc.
Wings was telling us about how her roomie will spend the night at some guy's room after returning dead drunk. Oh my god I cant imagine myself doing that. I may drink.But I'd make sure that I am still sober. No way am I going to make myself dead drunk because firstly, drinking too much is bad for health. Secondly, I'd be totally defenceless should anything happen.[I hope I can still protect myself with the bit of Aikido I have learnt so far]Had a really nice day with them. Thanks Rach and Wings!!!! =P
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Hot Chocolate Fudge from Gelare 
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Was out practically the whole day and was dead beat when I got home. Had originally hoped for a nice tour but because of the rain, plans were kinda spoilt. Was out showing out BD's relatives from the UK. Yes was helping BD out for BD isnt one who is terribly streerwise =) Was out with them but didnt really talk to them. Didnt know how to strike a convo you see. Was unable to establish a rapport with them and things were courteous and civil, though not really that warm and friendly.But hey what can I expect?
*| 8:36 AM |*
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Went out to Orchard Rd in the hope of catching the VJ charity busking yesterday. RJ did so 2years ago to celebrate 20th anniversary but I did not go because I had rashes. [Don't expect me to go there because 1. I'd be scratching like mad 2. I'd probably be in slumberland after taking some anti-histamine to ease the itch] But I think the busking was quite disappointing. Did not manage to catch much action.
Shared a Starbucks Strawberry Frappuccino with BD and I think the Frappuccino is nice, albeit a little too expensive. And I bought the CD "THe Angels Sing". I think the songs there are quite nice and soothing =)
Wanted to take a walk by the Singapore River after dinner with BD. But because I bought some cakes, that was impossible because that'll mean that the cakes will be in a really sorry state when I go home =( Hope to be able to stroll by the river in future with BD after dinner because by then it'll be pretty cool and we won;t be perspiring =D
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
Here are pics of some really cool and hot babes. With the Maserati Spyder looking the best in my opinion. There is also the Lancer Evo and the R-35. Happy looking. Will post more pics of babes if I can =)
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Nissan Skyline GT-R aka R-35
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Maserati Spyder
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Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Haha if you'd realise, several of my previous entries were about my driving experiences. I got this question last night that kinda stunned me, "Are you under pressure to pass?"Honestly speaking, there is some pressure somehow, given that I have already spent a bomb and a lot of time on it. Shouldn't I be gunned down if I fail? No one likes to fail. No one in the right frame of mind will tell the tester " Hey fail me!" Would be nice if I could drive around and not that I am bragging, I do think that I am better than some of the drivers out there who couldn't care less about the safety of others.
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Choice. Just what is it?To me, it is simply making the decision of doing what you think is best,given certain constraints. But it can be difficult sometimes. Neither is it clear cut, unlike maximising profits etc, where you can easily determine the profit-maximising price /quantity to produce. I was once a lost child,for I did not know what I wanted. But as to whether I am a lost adult, I don't know. All that I know is I have passed the stage when I ponder on which subject combination,which JC to go to.All these are nothing but a thing of the past. For now, the most important thing is to make a choice in my career path. But somehow I feel that is rather different from choosing a JC. Choosing a JC i s much easier because if you know that you wanna get into a certain JC, you'd work towards that goal, and then hope for the best when the O level results are released. But that is not so for a career choice. There is no such thing as "If I get a GPA of 3.7 I'd definitely get the post of being the VP of Microsoft" So..I guess I'd stick to the adage "go to the where your grades/circumstances land you" [that's my lil adage =)]
*| 3:48 AM |*
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Have been online since 1430. Had driving lesson this morning and I think it went on quite ok just that I did stupid things. Was on the left lane and there was a lorry on the center lane. I wanted to "cut through" the space between the lorry and the kerb on the left hand side so that I could get to the filter lane where I was supposed to turn. Then it turned out that there was not enough space for me to clear because of the side view mirror, so the instructor was saying "Kia Si Nang.....[a whole string of Hokkien words that I didnt understand[" ANd there was once there was this stupid dude who wanted to change to the right lane and I wasnt far behind on the right lane. Instructor said tt I should have horned him and slowed down.Argh. I sometimes do very silly things. =(
Then while parking he said that I was cute and I was like.. ?!?!?! Cute= Ugly but adorable ok..But I think he thniks that I am "cutE" because I sometimes gong3 gong3[stupid]one and do stupid things...Yes I know he must think that I am a goner...Then while reversing to get out of parking lot I accidentally reversed too much and "bang" I knocked the pole and I was like " Oh My GOD!"
Going to catch 40winks now. So Tata... =)
*| 1:32 AM |*
Friday, July 02, 2004
Woke up quite early today. Got up at around 8. Cos I simply couldnt sleep anymore. School will be starting in about 6weeks time and course bidding will start in 3weeks time. Hope that I wont be allocated some crap time slot la cos last term I was allocated some crap time slot...830-1145 is Microecons then at 1530-1845 is BGS. Go home freakin tired and sian. But if I got license and car then not so bad, hope I pass this time la...otherwise very very sian... >_< I WANNA PASSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
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